Guys Are Too Demanding :: Episode 10 - RISYA story ::

i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you
::: Hoobastank - The Reason :::

Menitik juga air mataku mendengar lagu itu. Antara lagu yang pernah dititipkan Miri untuknya. Miri luv music very much. Dia siapkan satu storage lagu² mp3 di Internet khas untuk ku. Aku banyak belajar dan dengar muzik daripadanya. Mungkin kerana itu kami serasi. Kami ada minat yang sama- MUSIK. Apa khabar dia agaknya? Aku menghela nafas panjang.

The reason he left me is me.. Dia tak sanggup melihat aku susah bersamanya. Benarkah alasannya, atau dia mencari alasan terbaik untuk meninggalkanku. He seeking for other girl.. Hmm.. sudahla, apa dikenang orang yang tak sudi. Harapan aku cuma melihat dia bahagia.. Walau siapa pun yang dia pilih. Aneh kan?! Aku merana, tapi nak melihat dia bahagia. Mungkin itula penangan cinta. Luv is blind rite?!

"Arin.. Arin.."
"Yes Sya.. what can i do for u?!"
"U like that song ek?"
"Yala.. U?"
"Hmm dulu suka la.. Now cam tense aa dengar.."
"Opps.. ok next time i will try not to open this song k.."
"OO thanks Rin.. thats would b very nice.."
"No prob Sya. Anything for u.."

Aku tersenyum memandangnya yang sibuk melakar pelan loji. Itula Arin, team mate ku yang cukup memahami. Jejaka lulusan Civil Engineering yang pakar dalam melakar struktur loji penapis. Cukup tekun dengan tugasnya. Wajah lelaki Melayu, namun bila tersenyum bisa menggetarkan hati wanita.. Hahaha!! Itu la kata one of our client dulu. Pelik dirinya masih belum berpunya. Memilih ke dia? Or terlalu commit dengan kerja? Or memang Guys Are too demanding??!! hmm ntahla. Arin sahaja yang tahu isi hatinya sendiri.