Guys Are Too Demanding :: Episode 54 - SYAFIKA story ::

Letih! Letih! Sungguhpun begitu, dia lega kerana masalah server di kementerian selesai. Bukannya tidak boleh orang lain pergi, namun pegawai kementerian itu mahu dia juga yang ke sana. Tidak percaya orang lain katanya. Sampai di ofis, dia mendapati ada kotak berbungkus Nationwide di atas meja. Hmm sapa lak kasik ni!

"Dah lama sampai dah kotak tu.. Orang tu kata benda fragile.."
Tanpa disoal, Epul bersuara memberitahu.
"Thanks for the info Pul.."

Menerima bungkusan di pejabat adalah satu perkara biasa di kalangan rakan sepejabatku. Namun, hatiku berkata sesuatu. Siapa bagi ni ek? Hampir menjerit dia melihat kotak O2 Xda apabila dia membuka bungkusan itu. Oh Tuhan bermimpi ke aku? Aku memujuk hatiku supaya bersabar, mungkin kotaknya sahaja. Namun, pabila dibuka.. Memang benarla isi kandungannya sama dengan kotaknya. Dia membuka sekeping kad yang terletak elok di atas PDA phone itu. Ku buka kad bersampul biru. Tulisan itu amat ku kenali.


Hi sweety!
Maaf terlewat memberikan hadiah hari jadi buat Fika
Jaga diri
U r always on my mind
I miss u so much

Salam sayang
Abang Ngah.


Kalau tidak kerana berada di pejabat, sudah pasti aku akan menangis. Abang Ngah.. Membelikan aku benda yang bukan sedikit harganya. Lemah longlai terus ku rasakan apabila ku baca sekali lagi kad itu. Abang Ngah... Fika pun rindukan abang.

Balik itu, dia terus memerap dalam bilik. Abang Ngahnya tahu dia di mana, namun kenapa dia tidak mahu bertemu denganku? Tiba-tiba dia terasa sunyi. Mahu menelefon mama, tapi dia tak mahu wanita itu tahu dia sedang bersedih. Dirasakan badannya cukup berat mahu bangun membuka mini hi-fi nya, lantas dia membuka laptopnya dan memainkan realplayer. Sengaja dia membuka lagu-lagu unplugged yang dimainkan oleh abang Cik dan kumpulannya. Terdengar suara abang Cik menyanyi lagu Mama yang diciptanya sendiri. Sayu hatinya mengenangkan nasib dirinya. Abang Ngah, abang Cik.. Fika miss both of u.. Tanpa disedari, air matanya mengalir perlahan. Cepat-cepat dia menyapu air mataku. Aku tidak mahu menangis! Aku harus kuat dan cekal.

Tiba-tiba pop-up window MSN Messenger muncul di skrin.

JULIAN : Hi.. how r u? Where r u?
FIKA : Well.. fine.. tq.. bit tired.
FIKA : I just came back from penang.. So where r u now?
JULIAN : At home.. writing some email n send resume to some companies in Malaysia..
FIKA : Really .. all the best then..
JULIAN : TQ.. the first time u also said u r tired..
JULIAN : Are there really tough working in KL.. Oh man.. i dont like tiring job..
JULIAN : Tiring mind i most hate heehehehe..
FIKA : Well.. its depends on your job actually.. Dont worry la..
JULIAN : I must b worried babe.. I hate working actually.. Hahahaha..
FIKA : U can still play music rite
JULIAN : My dad will kill me if he knows i am serious in music..hehehe..
JULIAN : its just a hobby only
FIKA : But u really good in music..
JULIAN : well.. boleh la.. thanks anyway..
JULIAN : U r tired but y still awake? go and have some rest..
FIKA : Cant sleep
JULIAN : I guess u been thinking of someone.. ur boyfren? go and call him la..
FIKA : No la.. i miss my bro actually..
JULIAN : U miss ur bro?
JULIAN : wow.. what a wonderful sister.. wish to have sister like u babe..
FIKA : Oh come on.. Im serious..
JULIAN : Ops.. but im serious too.. i really wish to have a good sister like u.. mine is..
JULIAN : oh.. better not to tell u bout my sister..
JULIAN : Whats up babe.. go and call him la.. tell him that u miss him.. and then "pow" him some pocket money...hehehe :)
FIKA : Well, dont know where they are now..
FIKA : Actually i just received my belated birthday present frm my abang Ngah..
JULIAN : What do u mean? u dont know where they are now?
FIKA : Oh.. its a long story..
JULIAN : I dont mind if u wanna share with me

Aku menarik nafas panjang. Perlu ke aku beritahu Julian? Haruskah aku share dengan dia?

JULIAN : Fika.. up to u.. dont tense urself k.. i think u need someone to share rite..
JULIAN : i just wanna give some help
FIKA : Thanks .. its been a long time since my bro left home..
JULIAN : They dont even go home on hari raya?
FIKA : Nope.. Thats really made my mom so sad..
FIKA : But my angah had call my mom sometimes.. But my abang Cik.. cant even detect where he is now..
JULIAN : They must have a very good reason
FIKA : Yeah... i didnt blame my bro.. Maybe my abang cik dont know where we are also..
FIKA : We move to JB after my dad passed away..
JULIAN : U think ur bro still in KL? or left to oversea
FIKA : I dont know.. its my abang Ngah who always give us a money.. He bank in to my mom and my account every month..
FIKA : I bet he been watching me too coz he knows where im working now..
JULIAN : He gave the present by mail... through ur ofis address?
FIKA : yeah..
JULIAN : Poor u fika.. Do u have any plan how to solve it?
FIKA : I dont know .. Just make a Doa .. hope they want to go home.
JULIAN : Like i said earlier Fika.. They must have a very good reason..
JULIAN : i think Ur angah might want to find a suit time..
JULIAN : But im afraid ur abang Cik might still try to find u.. and ur mom..
FIKA : U think so?
JULIAN : Yeah.. But dont worry.. keep Doa..
JULIAN : trust me.. everything will be fine someday..
JULIAN : U must b strong.. ur mom really needs u fika..
FIKA : I will.. insyaAllah..
FIKA : Thanks a lot .. i think i wanna have some sleep..
JULIAN : Thats good.. go have some rest k.. sleep tite
FIKA : U take care then.. bye
JULIAN : U too..

Benarla kata orang, sharing problem boleh mengurangkan beban di dada. Dulu aku selalu meminta pendapat Deen, namun selepas dia berada di KL.. Aku tidak sanggup memberitahunya. Oleh kerana itu, aKu beritahu Julian mengenai masalahku kerana dia tidak ada di depan mata. Ku lelapkan mata tanpa ku tutup laptopku. Goodnite mama.. Good nite abang Ngah.. good nite abang Cik.. Fika miss all of u!